Hello people, its been a definite stretch since Ive annoyed you lot with my inane monologues .The last time I wrote something on superfluously happy people I seemed to have forgotten that it was possible that such vilifications would invite the wrath of those happy go lucky people, come back and smack me on my face like the tail of a fish out of water. I ve not felt anything vaguely close to exhilarating glee or joy ever since .
With dwindling career prospects , a non existent love life and perhaps constant abusive tendencies from my readers ,I should have foreseen this state of mine . Seldom do we notice the small things in our life in the constant struggle to achieve what is deemed unachievable . No,Ive not banged my head on the sidewalk.Trust me. There are days I wish I did but lets not get into that . What Im trying to say through mismanaged words is that sometimes you have to learn to like what you ve already got, the hard way, by losing what you WANT. Give me a minute while I try and stop feeling like Doogie Howser and his diary.
So what im trying to say is when shit hits the fan , the number of people who are going to offer to help clean it off you is going to be inversely proportional to the amount you're draped in .
As from my previous musings Im sure Ive conveyed in various ways as to how certain people evolve to be an intregal part of my life despite me being anti social for 3/4 th of the year thanks to my erratic mood swings and people who well, make my mood swing .
On rumination Ive discovered that there seems to be two categories of people I deal with mainly. There are sub categories but Im not going to get into the nitty gritty details.
One category would consist of people who I like or even love but annoy the crap out of me. On further delving into the intricacies Ive realised that the reasons are usually negligence ,arrogance, ignorance or perhaps even just a very pure form of innocence on their behalf that drives me up the wall. Im not wishing them to be perfect but honestly they cudve done without it . Its almost like a mole with a hair on it on a baby's face .Totally worth removing . If not for my benefit, at least for the people who have to deal with those lot of people on a daily basis.
The other category consists of people I like but also,now, read carefully ,makes an effort NOT to drive me up the wall. And as would ve guessed aptly,im on their side.If ever there was a revolution between the two sides in my convoluted mind,Id get my multi coloured pom poms and root for this side. This side to me dear friends ,is the caramel coated praline in praline n cream icecream,the louis vuitton among handbags and the bugatti veyron among the cars (one for the lads ;) ).
The point that these people care enough to make an effort not to shove their perhaps deep laden negligence,ignorance, arrogance hoo haa in my face makes it worthwhile to have conversations with them and to assume that they may be promoted to the aforementioned "wipe" committee that Im forming for myself .
Suprisingly my recent additions to this committee, are people Ive gotten to know better in a period between the last one year to the last one month.
PP is almost a stranger.We occasionally talk and Ive concluded his mental age is around 14. Though Im guessing its all a sham. The whole school boy enthusiasm concerning chics ,cars and bikes are nothing but a facade to a heart once ripped out and sown back in. He bears the scars of the battle and occasionally the real PP seeps through the boyish persona he seems to emanate . Somewhere down the lane I believe he will be a coveted member of my entourage but then again it seems early and almost greedy to be wishing for the same.
Deddy is an old ,balding contact that recently became a friend. The advent of a blackberry in my life was all that was needed for deddy to feature in this article that seems to never end. If there ever is a person who can successfully make me laugh over an action or a text or an offline ,it has to be this little man who is in denial of his baldness and still strives to be the player he always dreams to be .To actually know when to say what and not manage a spiteful mouthful from me in the timespan we've known each other is commendable. Precisely why he's known as the "deddy".
S.mol well has been a constant feature of most articles of mine. Though he plays dangerously with that line between the categories he's always managed to keep himself in the latter one . Annoys me in EVERY .. and I mean EVERY possible way he can but I can close my eyes and fall back as if on to a pile of cotton , knowing he'd be around to bear my weight . He'd probably cuss about it and tell me how it deglamourises him in an annoying squeaky voice , nevertheless be there. Again like PP, in strong denial of his niceness but I see through him, like a girl with a wet white tshirt much to his dismay. Even though Id probably have to pull him by the ears ,he'd still at least hand over a tissue to someone else in the wipe committee. And knowing him , thats as expressive as he'll get.
Koo is perhaps the crème de la crème of my team . She would efficiently and I proudly say this , to a point of perfection , make sure that Im back to my usual self after the massacre.I can be weird, clingy and annoyingly whiny to koo and she'd still love me the same,perhaps I even take it for granted . Its not easy to deal with a mulitpolar person like me and she does it with such ease that i know at the end of the day , when I need to kick off my heals and sip some sangria and maybe even say nothing ,I know where I can go.
These are the latest people who I ve found to have the perfect blend of what I like and what I dont like and still can manage to feature in the who's who of my little book. Perhaps it is of such miniscule importance in their lives but then again its imperative that I let them know they feature in it anyway .
Au revoir . Till another day ,when I come up with yet another revolutionary theory thatis of course trivial importance .
Committee formingly yours
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